Testo I suffered Kevin Gates

I suffered

Posted in the trenches in some shit I can't get out of
We control the Porsches (Control the Porsches)
In Louisiana of course (Louisiana)
Young niggas feel like killin' a sport
'Til the mafia come take 'em to war
Killed my brother, bullet sparks, he not breathin' (Yeah)
Heart steady beatin'

[Chorus]
If I was to say I didn't miss you, I'd be a damn liar (A damn liar)
God works in mysterious ways, don't understand why (Understand why)
Talked to your mama and your sister from the jailhouse (Jailhouse)
When you died, I was doin' time, I couldn't bail out (Bail out)
Sometimes my stomach be hurtin' right by my waistband (Waistband)
Just finished prayin', look in the mirror, I see a man (A man)
On all ten, I still stand, I see a great man (Great man)
Made a bunch of mistakes, I'm up in rank, I see a great man (Great man)
[Verse 1]
What happened with you [?][0:45] still ain't forgave myself (Forgave myself)
Sometimes I feel pussy when I'm alone and wanna blame myself (Blame myself)
Bitch, you know I'm posted in the nine and we steppin' now (Steppin' now)
Let a nigga play, we take his family, make 'em second line (Second line)
All we know is one way, the dumb way (Dumb way)
Dun play, get your mama comin' out of church on a Sunday (Sunday)
New-new slingin' H, got lil' Page in a chokehold (Chokehold)
Killer fire a hundred up and still can't leave the dope hole (Dope hole)
TNB reloaded, go through gunner for Cartel Bo
Mafia material, Virginia on a sailboat
Numbers high around election time 'cause I don't sell dope
On my way to take some flowers, gravesite in Winfield
I just need all ten to be yours, they want windshield
Whipping 'round the city, no security, I live here
No, it ain't a dream, but I gotta do it big here
Rock a lot of diamonds to let Mazi know I miss him

[Chorus]
If I was to say I didn't miss you, I'd be a damn liar (A damn liar)
God works in mysterious ways, don't understand why (Understand why)
Talked to your mama and your sister from the jailhouse (Jailhouse)
When you died, I was doin' time, I couldn't bail out (Bail out)
Sometimes my stomach be hurtin' right by my waistband (Waistband)
Just finished prayin', look in the mirror, I see a man (A man)
On all ten, I still stand, I see a great man (Great man)
Made a bunch of mistakes, I'm up in rank, I see a great man (Great man)
[Verse 2]
I don't need no one to hold me, all these women done got borin' (Borin')
African and Puerto Rican ain't teasin' me 'cause I'm foreign (Foreign)
For the half, they gon' plug, I'm connected to the socket (To the socket)
I don't need no drugs, they knowin' I'm out my body (On my body)
Is you thuggin' on your money, thug? You never caught a body (Body)
But shout out to Lil' Dooda, I seen him in that BMW
Big chief, I give that order, he gon' honor me and punish you (And punish you)
But they know you my son and I don't want no harm to come to you
I do this for real, I know you don't probably get it, yeah (Get it, yeah)
Monster in the trenches, positive while on the internet
Big graveyard, lot of bodies under my belt
I'm official from the show 'cause I know how to side step (Woo)
I did juvenile detention, I done did adult jail (Adult jail)
Khaza a lil' tiger, I'm just makin' sure he taught well
Feedin' on respect, I'm makin' sure he taught that
Put the yellow tape up, any way, you gettin' chalked at

[Chorus]
If I was to say I didn't miss you, I'd be a damn liar (A damn liar)
God works in mysterious ways, don't understand why (Understand why)
Talked to your mama and your sister from the jailhouse (Jailhouse)
When you died, I was doin' time, I couldn't bail out (Bail out)
Sometimes my stomach be hurtin' right by my waistband (Waistband)
Just finished prayin', look in the mirror, I see a man (A man)
On all ten, I still stand, I see a great man (Great man)
Made a bunch of mistakes, I'm up in rank, I see a great man (Great man)
[Outro]
See a great man
Been through transition, they all lyin'
And it ain't how approach, it's how you deal with love
I respect the way you comin' now
[?][3:15]
Luca Brasi out here thuggin', uh
I respect the way you comin' now
Luca Brasi out here thuggin', uh