Testo Life is but a stream $uicideboy$

Life is but a stream

One in the chamber when you—
One in the chamber—, one-one
One in the chamber
One in the chamber
One-one

My life is a movie but I bought the tickets too late
Missing the show, refund me they won't
So now I make pay selling it as single frames
Telling myself that it's bank
But deep down I know it's just change
One day the seats will be empty
And one day the screen will be blank
Until that day, please don't tempt me
'Cause I'm gonna try and stay straight
Vacant apologies hollow the blame
My sorrow is comforting and I'm in pain
I'll follow what's numbing, but there I'll remain
But there I'll remain
Call it what you want but don't call it what it ain't

One in the chamber when you—
One in the chamber when you—
One in the chamber when you—
One in the chamber, in the—
One in the chamber when you—
One in the chamber when you—
One in the chamber when you—
One in the chamber, in the—

Don't wanna talk about my drug use, suffered through so much abuse
Lost my way back home, left my family all alone
Did what I would never do and can't forgive myself
What I put my father through, left him to burn in hell, yeah
My brother hugged me with tears in his eyes, pointed to his veins
Tryna indicate that the blood we share is both the same
Man, I swear I died that day, amends that I try to make
Wrote this for the words I could not find to say